just like any effective healer, i started working with others when i realized just how efficiently i dug myself out of my own hell.
who i am
i was always the strange kid, the kid with one foot in the spirit world, and one foot in your world. my mother loves to tell the story of when i was absolutely shocked one day at around 5 years old, because i had astral projected into a graveyard and flew through the ground to kiss a corpse on the cheek.
i exclaimed to her “that was soooo yucky! i never want to do that again!”
so my mother, a seasoned witch and spiritualist, told me simply not to do that then.
it wasn’t until my teen years that i realized i could use this skill to see and heal people. and it wasn’t until much later, after my own horrific dark night of the soul, that i received formal training in the matter.
i took the painful way out of my hell first. it was 10 years of some of the worst things one could experience when having a child with an unstable and much older man. it was the kind of decade that destroys all of your relationships, all of your self esteem, rewrites your reality into one where everyone is out to get you — even though the real monster sleeps in your bed. people tell me a decade like that is not the kind of hell most people ever escape. even after physically running very far away, my hell still burned within me. my ptsd was so intense that i would be catatonic for most of the day, my emotional pain made my body feel broken and decrepit. i knew that all i needed was a desire to change that was greater than my desire to stay the same. so, i worked through everything very slowly. every memory, every cognitive distortion, everything that triggered me and disrupted my nervous system. i eventually relearned how to function, and then i remembered reiki exists.
reiki changed everything for me. i felt like a completely different person after my first attunement. suddenly, the weight was lessening much faster than before. i could explore a memory, and by fully feeling the pain with reiki, i was able to close the door completely and heal the scar. it took many weeks going through each memory that still hurt. i spent my time learning different types of reiki, and with each one i got stronger and the healing sped up even more. there wasn’t a doubt in my mind that these processes worked phenomenally, and they worked because i wanted to do whatever it took to be me again. and i never stopped practicing, and becoming more and more educated on how to heal these wounds by rewriting our minds, our nervous system, and our energetic body. i know what pain is, and i know this works because it worked for me and countless others.
ghosts work the same as we do, they are just less complicated. no matter weighing them down, no brain to confuse them. they are just memory and emotion, searching and grasping for memory and emotion when they need to just let go.
we all need to just let go.
training & certifications
my main certifications
- usui reiki ryoho shinpiden / master lisa powers, of the takata lineage june ’25
- cbt life coach transformation academy october ’25
- hypnotherapist dr. karen e. wells august ’25
my continuing education
- karuna ki reiki master aimee farrar september ’25
- holy fire reiki master beti paunoska june ’25
- 13 ascended masters reiki master beti paunoska august ’25
- kundalini and twin flame reiki master accademia holistica avanzata august ’25
- tantric reiki master virtued academy international june ’26
- advanced cbt practitioner achology ongoing
how i work
the thing about my sessions is you don’t have to do anything, you just have to want to change. you need to be willing to let me in and let me help you let go of everything that is weighing you down.
for reiki, we pick a time to meditate together. i will message you before your session to get an idea of what might be heavy, or get to know you a little before we start. and then i will message you 10 minutes before i start just as a reminder. at the end of the session i will typically send a voice note explaining everything i saw and did. it helps if you are meditating or doing something calm and mindless while i work. you might notice colors, lights, physical sensations, you might hear things. some people see and feel everything i do, some people don’t notice much. but it doesn’t matter what you notice, it is always effective anyways. reiki is an internationally recognized practice for a reason, and the only limit is consent.
every reiki session is completely customized to what you need most. you are guaranteed time focused on cleansing your aura, chakras, and cords to others. from there, i work on whatever i see is the greatest priority and go down the list. i might see that you are being haunted, or maybe have a lot of heavy trauma in your past, or a specific concentration of energy somewhere that might indicate an illness or weakness. the more time allotted, the more i see and the more i can help. my ghost will utilize everything i’ve studied if it feels the need to.
what i can’t do
i cannot officially diagnose or treat any illness or disorder. i am not a licensed therapist or doctor. i can’t promise to fix a broken heart, or tell you why your elbow hurts. some wounds need time to heal, and most wounds need physical medicine as well as ethereal medicine. i can only work with those that consent or those whose parent or guardian has consented.